Thursday 12 June 2014

Last words

             I opened my eyes to mayhem.It did not shock me.It had been like that since a couple of years.My space,my world wasn't like this, that it is now.I quickly gathered my stuff and went to the basement where I was safe from those people.It was chaos.I didn't know what to do.I had lost my family to this crisis.I had nothing to lose,but I had decided that this is not how I wanted my life to end.My mother made me promise her that I would die with dignity,but lately I had lost hope hearing all these news of people dying,looking at the corpses lying on the roads- unidentified- covered with dust and dried blood.I was too tired to fight,I got out of my basement only to notice that those people had left.I realised that I had no strength or the courage to do so.
           I noticed a crowd, I found it hard to step towards the crowd because I could hear a child crying.It was painful,more painful then watching my family die,more painful then the fearful nights that I had spent in my own house and more fearful then death.I knew something was worst then it ever was because here,in Syria we had seen a lot of terrible things.I peered through the crowd and saw the little kid.
           It felt that somebody had stabbed something in my heart to see a kid that small be in pain.I knew him.He used to play around sometimes when there were no patrolling.I had seen him laugh and fall and kick the ball so hard that it landed near my feet.We had no conversations,but he had a cute smile.I had heard him laugh,but had never heard any words spoken by him.
           People around me had just went bonkers trying to find help and some were trying to make him feel better.I was frozen.It struck me that...what the hell was happening? No one had deserve to die like that,let alone a kid.What had gone so wrong that people were treated like this? People had to live in their own country with so much of fear.Was life so cheap?Was God just watching all this? 
           He was crying so much that it was difficult for him to catch his breath.And then he said,"I am gonna tell god everything". The first.the last,and the only words I heard from that little kids mouth were those.And moments later he died.I hadn't realised that I was crying.But I was happy for the little one that he didn't had to return to the basement where he had to wait for either a miracle or death!


P.S : This a fictional story inspired by a dreadful death of three year old who died in the Syrian crisis.And yes those were his last words.

Monday 9 June 2014

What happened to "Be nice"?


  I was reading this book recently, The Second Coming by John Niven.
It is a hilarious book on how God takes a vacation for a week or something and when He returns He sees His creation in shambles.And decides to send His beloved son Jesus to go and teach people down there of the basic commandment of "Being nice"
   It's an amazingly written book.But the whole concept of being nice got me thinking of how such a simple and basic thought has vanished from the human community.I mean how difficult is it to be nice to a fellow human? I thought over a series of events that I encountered and joined the dots.
   I was travelling by train  during peak hours and was in a rush to reach home because it was quite late and was already frustrated over the series of phone calls my mother had made to make sure I reach home fast. (I belong to a conservative South-Indian family,what do you expect?) There was this lady who was around 50's and was struggling with four heavy bags.She was literally trembling because of the crowd and the baggage.So I offered to help her,I helped her to get a rickshaw out of the station and then went on my way.I had no thought in my mind.I got a chocolate I was a happy kid.I reached home narrated the story feeling all proud over my good deed.My Appa's expression changed."See,It is good that you helped a stranger,but the world outside is evil People aren't good anymore.You need to be careful." I was amused at his respone.He sensed it and gave me series of examples of how people are tricked and kidnapped.The conversation went from helping someone to women trafficking.
  I couldn't digest these facts and the types of crimes that took place so I went and looked it up on Internet.It was true.The statistics are terrifying.
  It actually explains why people are fearful and not open enough to trust anyone.But is it really that bad out there? The concept of being nice is going to be vanished forever.I really miss the days when The scouts in the school use to get brownie points for conducting a good deed and it stayed forever.The thought process is so infiltrated these days that it's Bizarre.
But I still hope that I could be nice to people without any fear.
I would love to try.


Easy way out!

                                   We are humans!always prone to flaws,I mean seriously I sometimes love the imperfection in people and admire their effort of not hiding them at all.And the best weapon man ever had,have and will have is Excuses.
                                   I know what are you all thinking,Excuses..me..Naaah! *slap yourself* Its the best way out sometimes.Deal with it.Let me list down some things where these are most probably used.

Me for not posting a Blog:
 Umm..well..*scratches her head* Actually..*bites her nail*..the thing was...*stares at the sky for an answer*..I had college work..*slaps herself* SORRY! 

Me for reaching late in a lecture:               
-"Ma'am the trains were late".(works well in Bombay during Monsoon)
-"Ma'am I was waiting for my friend". (Don't use it.Both of y'all are refrained from entering the class)
-"Ma'am I forgot my Project so had to go back home to get it. (Legit.Highly Recommended)

Me for Not going to college:
- "Mom,the lecture is cancelled"
-"Dad,the professor met with an accident"
-"We have a weekly off"
-"My head/stomach/leg/body hurts" (Whatever suits you)
-"It's raining too much,the trains will be late"

Me for not submitting a project:
- "My Laptop crashed'
- "There was no current at my place"
- "I forgot"
- "I need more time to make it better"

                            These are like basic ones.The list goes on forever.It sometimes works,Sometimes it does not. Well you could always try!
Tell me if it does!